Nathan and I have been fighting like crazy.
Yesterday he apologized for everything he’s said to me, and I mean horrible horrendous shit. He also told me how he feels when I yell at him about other girls, or make snotty comments about him and other women. He said he feels the cold radiating from me from the other side of the room when I make remarks about his past.
I am such a good victim that realistically, it doesn’t even bother me that I’m mean to the guy I love. All that matters is what comes out of his mouth, and I’ve never said anything because I still act like the victim and all my friends hate him for that reason. The more I realize this the more I fall in love with this dude because I’m forced to look at myself from a completely unselfish perspective, and even if this doesn’t last… I’m growing so much from it that it almost feels unreal. Like all of this isn’t just temporary - like this is an impact that’s going to last for a long time.
Beyoncé x Bangs
i love these bangs.
She’s fucking everything to me holy crap.